Sick much?

I am trying to ignore the fact that my stomach has not been feeling good for the past few days and I am always either WAY too hot or WAY too cold. I want to have a great time in NC so I refuse to get sick! I also refuse to make myself think they are symptoms because I am over getting my hopes up for every little thing and then having them broken.
More babies! I just found out a friend of mine is pregnant... and they weren't trying, in fact they weren't even wanting kids for a long time. Once again, this proves my theory that Danny and I always seem to have to work SO hard for everything; and I know I shouldn't be complaining because in the end we appreciate things because of all the hard work put in, but jeeze! And don't get me wrong; even though they did not want babies for a while, they are still very excited. They are married, have their own house, jobs, and love for each other, so brining a baby into a house like that is great and I am very happy for them. I just can't help but to also be sad because we have wanted it for months now and still nothing. Make sense?
In other news, I went to a school that is a little closer then the one I am in now and got everything figured out for when I apply to the nursing program in Sept. I found out that the program is only during the day though so if I get accepted I am going to have to figure something out with my job or find a new one. I guess we will see what happens.
Well off to NC I go, I'll post some pics when I get back.